littleAsian

Happy birthday my man :3

2011-06-14T00:31:00.000-07:00

Ok, so i just called him. I was so damn nervous omg.. oh wait, im still nervous actually. >_< noezzzzzz, i took like 15 mins to write happy birthday on his wall, and that was so simple lol nothing special :3 bad bad. And its end up like this anyway:

So yeah, ive actually recorded a video while i was on the phone with him. Hm not even a minute i believe? Omgee that was… bullcrap!!! Well not really. That was me -_- not him. I just cant help myself yo! >_<

Eh, i texted him sayin happy birthday right at 12:01am, and no response, so i decided to call him instead. When i dialed his number, my hands were shaking XP lol shame on me.

And like i said, ive recorded a video while i was talking to him on the phone, but i look so horrible :3 so.. still doing the buttons if im gonna upload it or not. >_<

Honestly, im still hoping my mom would just tell me that i can go out someplace with Justin today :/

Money money money.

2011-04-16T09:30:00.000-07:00

I need the damn money so bad. And to get a job is very hard.
No wonder theres a bunch of prostitute. I bet theyre all really sick and tired cant get a normal job, thats why they decided to be a prostitute. But true though. Even me, i feel all sick now. I already applied like less than 15 applications these week. But none of em called me yet. Yet. Well, Forever 21 did. But i lost my dream there.
I have to pay back to my dad, rent my prom dress, weekend-ing with friends and boyfriend; sounds ridiculous. Gosh. I need to die soon. Dx
I still owe $125 more to daddy.:/ i dont know how much is for the rent thingy. Hopefully not that much oh cmon im dying. Dx
SCREW YALL!

Job interview; total bull crap.

2011-04-16T08:27:00.000-07:00

Okay so yesterday i went to the mall for job interview. Guess where.
Anyway, that was my first time got interview with company you know. But that was total shit >:/ wtf is group interview?? Stupid much. We gotta answer the questions but have to be like answer it fast than any other fellow. The f? Of course my the last one. And basically, i felt like a retard :/
Gosh.

I 'almost' lost my phone.

2011-03-08T12:52:00.000-08:00

I still cant take a breath. I "almost" lost my phone.

I ran to the restroom as soon as i realized my phone not besides me. I met M there. She looked cool and told me that she didnt see anything in there. She even checked herself, but i still cant believe that i cant find it front of the mirror. I double checked it! I came to the second door, because i was there before. But again, i didnt find anything. I asked her, "what should i do?" and she said to go to the security.

Right away i ran toward to security office, but on my way there i met the janitor, and i told him that i lost my phone. He felt bad about me and right away told me to go to the security office to report this thingy. So, i went there. And ha, there was a police (most of students in my school dont like her cuz shes pretty mean) but anyway, shes the one who handle my thingy. She asked me a bunch of questions about my phone, where did i left it, what color the what so ever. But then i just remember that i have put my debit card inside the cover of my phone! That even worse. I know theres prolly less than $5 inside, but ugh >.< i will never sincere if i lost it. Never ever!

Ok she just said that shell let me know if they find it, so i planed to go back to library, where i was before, but on my way there i met the janitor again, and he told me to go to the activities, ask them if somebody returned it.. big thanks, he helped to find it. I still cant believe that i lost it ugh. so i went back to the restroom and checked it ONE MORE TIME. and fudge! nothing was there too. I even checked inside the trash can the one inside the room, but nada! And i also went to checked front of the mirror but again, nothing.

I really didnt know what to do, so i just resigned and went back to the library. HOLY MOTHER OF JESUS! I saw my phone inside my bag!!! I ran to the secutiry office to let them know, and on my way back to the library i met the janitor again, and he said im lucky cuz i found it!!! Most of people in school couldnt find it if they lost it.

Hmm he asked me tho where did i find it, and i lied.. i told him beside the trash can inside the restroom. I know i am wrong, but have no choice cuz the if i tell him the truth it would be so messed up cuz ACTUALLY i didnt lost it, i JUST SLOPPY.

Bad day..

Whata lovely day :)

2011-02-14T20:09:00.000-08:00

Haha Happy Vday, people!

I had a great time ;)
So, today i wearing white and red flowers skirt, just like my bestie did.
Here ya go,
(gotta upload later)

I got 2 bears :D 2 balloons, and sweets from people. Lol
(gotta upload later)

But one of em was poppin! >.< when i was gonna go out from the shower. Haha, that was suck. So one left. And the one was popping was from Matt! I got a choco flower and a blonde bear ;P just like what i wanted ;) trol jk. And i got a big beaaaar, yumm, and a balloon from bestie! :D yay!

Honestly...
I still want this panda :(

Isnt hes adorable??

This shit is so freakin expensive. Guess how much is it.

And oh! I just remember, i got a pretty swimsuit too deng from momma!
Here you go ;)

This shit was the same. I wanted this for like 2 weeks ago, and couldnt get it cuz too expensive. But ha! Bitches, finally, its mine now ;)

Haha yeah, i wear that today on my 7th period. Lol, i was kinda shy though, but who cares, i loved this thing, so did my friends =] and i told them where did i get this thingy from, they were kinda shocked lol, so did they when i told them about the price. Haha,

...and.
I said hi to Josh! :D yay! He was like all smile.. and uh, when T asked him will he safe me if i drown, and he said yeah with the big smile :P but again, i still have no courage to talk like the real talk talk to him >.< suck.
.....after that, i went to Matts car, and all waiting there till he got done shower :P haha, he took sooo damn long. Peace Matt! :P

So yeah, i text him then.. and saying "Happy valentines day! :D lol" but he didnt text back till hmm.... i forgot but then he said "Hey can you chill?" and ha, i said yes. And everything, (sorry to lazy to type it down here.) he said "...but we will soon". Hell yeah, it better happens.

Anyway, id say, today was a hmm... gre.. hmm lovely day!

Blah, thats whats up

2011-02-02T23:15:00.000-08:00

I didnt expect it to get 'another' text from him. But he texted me today, was asking me to forgive him.
Lol, thats whats up.

I told him, i hate it when he yelled at me. It just like hes not even respect me. But he said sorry.
He thought i wrote something bad about those girl. Lol. I made it clear ALREADY for several times, but still he cant get it right. Again, i explained this to him. I asked him, what is so wrong with express my feeling by write it on blog, also, i said i didnt write anything bad about her. Too bad, he to me then mad and yelled! He didnt even read it by yourself. Someone just told him about that, and thats bad cuz he didnt know the real situation was. Those people just makin up drama so hed hate me.
Seriously, wake up.

Then he said, "hey text me"
Lol. Thats whats up. I text back and say, "You text me. Not me."

The problem was, he didnt read it. Theres had someone told him about this, well at the same time they makin up rumors too about me. There you go! He jugde me, without knowing the real situation was.

Why dont people sometimes put themselves in my position? That way theyd learn how is it feel being a victim.
And seriously, if i treated you guys the way you all treated me, youd hate me.

He keep asking me to forgive him. And oh! He asked my number too. L.O.L. Get it?

Alright were texting that time. He told me, he missed me, and all the things were good for us. Then he feel sad cuz im not his no more.
Lol, he need to make up his mind, cuz he told my bestfriend that he doesnt wanted to be 'in' again with me anymore, but then now?
Well, i said to him, thats what we choose. My heart already broken, and it hurts. But he said, he wanted to fix it. Too late, its totally broken already. Its pieces now. I said, "its time for you and me to get over it" but then he was like mad and right away say hes "going to sleep now" after he asked me, "whos your new man". "Still single", i answered.

Lol, im tired. Gotta go sleep.

Blah, from now on

2011-01-31T17:18:00.000-08:00

Well,
I deffinately dont hate you. I could never really hate someone, especially someone like you. But I hate alot of things about you.
You drove me crazy, if YOU wanted me happy just like what you said, YOU could put me there, and you dont. Pretty sure thats what i cant stand the most. You acted like you were so upset and sad i was out of your life, but you dont make ANY effort, what so ever, to put me back in it. All you do is just making me more down. If you were that upset, you would have. I hate that you were making me jealous. I know its over. But please, just stop it.

You say you love me, thats probably the BIGGEST bullshit have ever heard in my entire life. At one point, i truly believed it was my fault. I hate how indecisive i am.
I truly believed that you didnt want me no more because of something that was my fault. But that was until i realized… youre just insecure. Your so insecure in your own life, and to be honest, youre just a big, red, douche bag. Such an asshole! :(

...I still love you though, what can I say?

Blah

2011-01-31T16:58:00.000-08:00

Exactly 2 and a half hours ago, i was still at the gym. He texted me and said that he wanted to talk to me right right now. But L.O.L he wanted me to meet him, which is walk thru the main building. So, i told him to be gentle, and come here if he really wanna talk to me. And yeah, he made it. He asked me to go to the back of the gym. I went there, with my bestfriend.

Bang.

I met him there.

First, he was asking me, what did i do. I have no clue, so i just told him im just chillin at the gym waiting for parents for pick me up. But that wasnt he meant!

He was kinda yelling at me, so i walked back cuz im really scared. I really am. Then he told me everything what did i do wrong, about this blog, im not supposed to wrote things about her in here. But anyway, i didnt wrote any bad things about her, so what should her sister mad at me anyway? Oh and he too. I just wrote what exactly i felt, and theres nothing bad about that, isnt it. But, he told me that need to stop picking on her, also, just leave her alone. Ha, okay? Seriously, i did nothing to her! She just need to stop with this drama. Really.

He said, she was crying, and her sister ready to beat my ass.

I told him, i did nothing wrong. So, what is wrong by express your feeling and write it down on blog? At least if i wrote something bad about her, THEN they deserve to judge me. BUT ITS NOT. AT ALL.

They really need to calm their tits down. And stop with this drama.

Moving on!

2010-12-31T23:02:00.000-08:00

I HAVENT EAT ANYTHING SINCE THIS MORNING!

Well. I guess that would be a perfect opening for my last day in 2010(: tehe.

Ok so, i just got home. Nah, it was like 15 minutes agoooh.
I spent 4 hours ago, i guess... with Amy, Anna and Ian! That was a good party. At least i had fun.
I cant really tell much about this, but i really did!

But yeah! I feel kinda sad...? for some reason.
2011 coming up really really soon. Damn! Ill be miss 2010 soooo damn much. For sure.
I cant really feel sincere to just let 2010 go...

Dear 2010,
Thanks for being so memorable for me. Around February and March, i got really broken heart cuz of one Asian kid who gave me chanced but then just destroyed me like shet.
But uh! I dont really care. Anyway. You taught me many things!!! You may not be the best year, but like i said, you are still memorable. The last day of you, now its time to move one. Ill be missing you so effin much! I promise.
Hope im gonna reach all my resolutions :) and eerrhhh, one of them is "TRANSFER COLLEGES". Im gonna graduate this year, so yeah!

Sincerely,
Mery Christine Pfeifer, that girl who used to complained alot of stuff on you. Tehe<3

Ps; Please be great to me. Please. :')

MKAAAAAAAYYY!
Its 17 more minutes before 2011 coming.
Honestly, im so effin excited and really sad.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! Its 12:02 a.m btw!

Love, Me.

First girl that showed me how to be a bitch.

2010-12-19T10:02:00.000-08:00

Take a note.

2010-12-19T09:35:00.000-08:00

I never want to text anyone first.

Because;
I dont want to be a bother to you.
I dont want to feel like im annoying you.
I dont like anticipating for your reply & waiting forever.
I dont want to be interrupting you if youre busy.
~~I dont want to wake you up.~~
I dont want you to think im some clingy ass person.
Because if someone wants to talk to me, they would.

Final exams; part I

2010-12-15T21:56:00.000-08:00

The algebra II exam was soooo wack!!
I lost my freakin mind for that shit :/ the teacher was like "You cant use your review." but i was begging her, and some student did it too, so she gave us a chance to used it for 30 last minutes before the bell was ring.

So, at that time, i was sucha wack job :|
But at first, i was hurry, try to do all the question that i know how. And the rest, just pretending "doing it" but 'actually' not.

I was waiting for the 30 last minutes, so i can right away look in my review.
Again and again, i checked the time. Ha ha but finally!

But yeah, it was too fast. I didnt even finished it yet, and i started it acting sad and stuff. Ha! Last night was dumb. I was stressing out about this shit.
So then, i came back at lunch to that class for continuing those exam.
Sadly, i didnt have time to finished it still :/ crap! Im going to failllllllllll!!!!!!!

Ah but ha! The world history exam was sooo easy!! He he, cuz i studied so hard, review my old test, so yeah ;) lol.

And tonight, i made a cheat-chit :p for my effin geometry exam tomorrow.
I gotta show you tomorrow!!! I wrote everything soooooo freakin small! Ha ha, you wont get to read it ;D im pretty sure.

Anyway,
Its 10;54 p.m already, and i NEED to sleep NOW. So tired as hell doing laps for the swimming exam :/ so yeah.

But ummm, wish me luck for tomorrow!!! :O

Nanight!!

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2010-12-07T20:40:00.000-08:00

2 more days till my birthday.
Today was alright. I stayed at home. Didnt came to school. Have to watch my lil bro at home.

Its 09;39 p.m already. Gotta go sleep now.
Good night,

2...

K stand for K

2010-12-06T19:57:00.000-08:00

Dear K,

We havent spoken in 8 years already. The longest we have gone since we first met each other 9 or 10 years ago. I always want to call you, to email you, to message you, but i often restrain myself. But its all because i dont how to do. You moved without telling me something. I lost you.

I dont even know where are you right now.
And it kills me.

You are better off; in your new life on the other side of the world, and i... iam better off in mine.
We dont need each other anymore. I guess :(
We werent be paired to each other, we werent meant to each other. We are better off apart. Even tho it kills me. Deep inside. You know i will never forget about you.

Or, at least, thats what i keep telling myself. And, to be honest, im sick of it.
Im in love with you. Still.
Even though theres someone who changed your place right now, but you, i promise you will never forgotten.

You were my first love.
Thats not easy to just forget what happened between us before.
Not at all.

Head over heels in love. When i really down, you are the last thing i think about when i go to bed at night and the first thing i think about when i wake up in the morning. And while im sleeping? Youre there too, in my dreams.
I wish...

I am petrified of telling you because i know there is no way that we can ever be together.
Youre gone, stuck in our mother country for how long i dont know its gonna be.

So, K, i write you this anonymous letter in hopes that i dont have to tell you that i love you, but in hopes that you will feel it. I hope that one day -despite all that we have been through- that i become as honest with you as you were with me.

Ps; i still try to find you on facebook.
Hope that ill be seen you there.

Love,
C

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2010-12-06T17:45:00.000-08:00

Lets countdown...
I started it with 3.

***

3 more days till my birthday :)

Im excited. It prolly cuz i have a bf right now..

Today was a nice day.

I worked alright on my algebra test. Haha, so yeah.. :)

When i was walking to the downstairs, that guy, Anthony, was holding me. I fell so lovely :) till this moment.

At lunch,

My bf was asking me, what im gonna do for my birthday, but i answered it flat.

Ill get 50 bugs i guess? And i plan to have dinner with my bf. Haha silly, well idk.

Honestly, i want to do 'something' for my sweet 17th. At least dinner?

Then he said that he wanted to take me to dinner then movie afterwards. Again, i just answered it flat, which was just keep silent but sounds like wanna say something. Heh, hope you get it what im just try to saying.

I wanna tell mom about this, that he wanted to take me for dinner then blah blah blah, but kinda afraid tho.

Idk where should i start it from.

So i hope she read this, then tell me what she thinks about this.

At the gym, while waiting for my couch,

T was saying that shell gonna get me a 'hello kitty' thingy for my birthday and for my Christmas present :) haha i hope so!

After school,

I was there, in the library with my bf and his friends for 20 minutes, i guess. Was fun, but then my dad texted me and wanted me to come home early today. So well, im fine with that.

I feel lovely lately... :)

Feel in love with my bf. And idk why.. :)

Thats good tho, i love this feeling :') i really am.

***

This will be continue tomorrow.

Good night :)

3.....

Less than two hours before the new month

2010-11-30T21:40:00.000-08:00

Its 10;26 p.m right now.
Im still awake, cuz i need to post something before my month coming.

I was fighting with my bf. I was complaining stuff, and he seems cool with that, which is mean not even mad at me. Hes too indifferent about this shit.
Its a long fucken story. I have no clue where should i start this to tell you, people.

So yeah,
I hate those

who make me cussing and stuff like this. Shes really fucken retarded. So does he.

I really need to say this... that i dont want to bring this shit to my month. At all.

Oh puh-lease, somebody please stop fuckin starting drama? Damn people. Wake up, and grow up. Get a life.

Everything goes too fast

2010-11-10T17:41:00.000-08:00

I feel like i grew up too fast. And i cant appreciate my childhood properly. Cuz its different.

29 days and 1740 hours till my berfdey. Im exciting.
I wanna stay sixteen.

I grow up and it gets so hard. Pretending im okay when really im sitting at home crying every night of life, too scared to tell anyone because i dont want to sound pathetic or get judged.
I dont tell my mom because i dont want her to worry and.... nvm. I dont tell my dad because i have no relationship with him anyway, and its NOT important to tell him.
So that way, im scared im doing everything wrong and every minute each moment slips away from me. I cant get it back. And i cant do it again.

Everything rushes.

Take time to read this; people.

2010-11-06T08:37:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, when iam sad, nothing can really bring me back up right away. Not words, not good advice, or even the people around them trying to make me happy, cant make me happy just like 'that'.
People really should never tell me to just be happy and forget about whats holding me down because im not dealing with the pain in my heart.
It takes time and patience for me to get back up. Its not hella that easy.

Today, the first time; we made out.

2010-11-03T17:21:00.000-07:00

And it was feel so damn good.

I forgot, whether was the second or the third one that he started to putted his tongue on my mouth, when we were kissing.

I was kinda little shock when he did that tho. I mean it feels so strange in my mouth, especially the taste of his saliva :/ no kidding. And i was chewing gum, so yeah..

But im not saying if it was bad, but yeah, i think i need more practice :P lmafo.

By the way,
he was putting his forehead on mine, then he come close till he reached my lips. How sweet :) i love it..

We were kissing like, uuuughhh... i still feel in heaven! Im so sorry about that, but yeah. I swear!

A second after he did that, i tried putted mine too on his, but it wasnt so long, oh yeah im sure it was like a second then i pull it up.

And after that he kissed me again for 'bye-bye' thingy and said "You should*, ok :)" at the same time hes holding my hands. "Ill see you later"... he said. "Bye :'>"

I was walking thru the balcony, and make my lips wet and my tongue, THEN i feel that weird taste on my my.
Haha, right away some of my friends ask why, but i was keep walking away and go to the garbage can for throwing my gum, then i came back to them, to tell em the lil 'story'.

Kinda freak me out. ;D

(*; should join the softball team)

Every girls wants a boyfriend like;

2010-10-19T15:43:00.000-07:00

1) When shes upset, he would hug her tight and tell her everything will be fine

2) When shes doupting her self, he would hold her and tell her shes perfect

3) When hes with his friends, he would hold her hand and bring her close because hes proud shes his girlfriend

4) He would tell her shes beautiful every day and if she doesnt believe him, he would kiss her everytime she dissagreed

5) He wouldnt care if she felt the worst in the morning and looked completly rough! he would still think shes the most beautiful thing hes ever seen

6) He would never cheat... and if she asked why, he would tell her that he couldnt get any better

7) If she was scared and frightend, he would comfort her and tell her shes safe when shes in his arms - he will protect her

8) If she was hugging another guy, he would feel jelous because he doesnt want her to be with anyone else but him

9) He would tell her shes BEAUTIFUL not FIT

10) He would give her his hoody or jacket when he see's her shivering

11) He loves her for HER. not her looks.

12) When shes feeling low of lows, he cracks jokes so she cant help but smile, even if that meens him making a tit of himself

13) he would stick by her through everything. even if he diddnt agree with it

14) He would make every effort to make sure shes happy. even if it makes him sad.

15) He wouldnt pressure her for sex...

16) He would go out of his way to make sure people know shes his girlfriend because hes that proud

17) He would send her a text every morning telling her how much he loves her

18) He would introduce her to his perants as the most amazing girl hes ever met

19) He would tickle her, even when she says stop

20) He would look into her eyes and tell her he loves her

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world, who holds you in his arms in front of his friends, who thinks youre just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU… The one who turns to his friends and says, “…thats her”.

♥

Myself.

2010-10-16T11:18:00.000-07:00

My body isnt perfect. Not even close to be a 'perfect'.
I never walk with confidence. I get into fight with my parent and friends.

Some nights, id rather be by myself than out partying. Mostly, i cry over the smallest things. There are days that i get through with forced smiles and faked laughs.

Sometimes, i try to convince myself than things are okay when theyre totally not.
Im that ugly, but i also not beautiful.
I dont look as good in real life as i do in pictures.

There are some nights that i cry myself to sleep.
I constantly think that im not good enough.

Im imperfect, but im perfectly me.

-B

Yesterday; we make out. He ignored me.

2010-10-16T10:29:00.000-07:00

He walked me thru the gym.
He gave me alil kiss, then go.

I stopped him. "Wait.."
I felt weird. He seems ignoring me. And i hate it.

We were kissing; make out; for like less than 10 seconds.
I was the second time we did that.

"Bye".

...

It was like 2 hours or less after that, i texted him and said, "i love youuuu :)" and he didnt text back.
Again and again, i felt weird.

NOT NORMAL.

Cuz he always text me right after we were kissing, whether it says "Mwah" or "Love you", but it wasnt.

I checked my B again and again. Still the same, i couldnt find 'a new message". So, i decided to text him 'again' around 7p.m, and i said, "Your ignoring me :/ :("
He text me right away, "Im driving babe". Liar. I know you were, but it didnt mean your not going to text me back right?!
Well i mean, why didnt he text me like usual, 'right after the practice is done.' huh??

Whats wrong with Big Red?

-B

Was that a sign?

2010-10-16T10:09:00.000-07:00

Idk.
And i hope not.

I was dreaming las night, about my boyfriend. It seems real. It was scary.

I woke up this morning with tears on my cheek. And you might think im weird and crazy. I am.
But i tell you the truth. - i dont care what you think. I dont give you a shit.

I woke up around 7 this morning. Right away try to find my B. I couldnt find it. I asked my lil sis, and she gave it to me.
I texted my boyfriend. "I had a bad dream about you lastnight :( text me when your wake up.."

I checked my phone every single minutes, but i couldnt find 'a new message' on it. Till 10;32;22 am, 'a new message' coming. I opened it right away. It says... "Hi babe wats wrong"

...

Me; "Oh hey! Idk why but i had a bad dream that you left me for another girl :( i eok up thid morning with tears cuz i thought it was real :("
Him; "Oh dont be nervous babe"
Me; "Im just afraid.."
Him; "Dont be baby girl"
Me; "Is that a sign?"
Him; "Idk but i dont think so"
Me; "How if..."
Him; "Huh"
Me; "Please dont leave me for another girl. :("
Him; "Ok"
Me; "Fine."

I turned my B off. Right away.
I hate him.

But i cant be like this. So, i turned my B on again.
Oh he texted me back. It says... "Mwah"

Its so awful.
He ignoring me since yesterday and even till now!

How come he texted back with a short short word, and whereas i want him to more be with me??

Whatever.

-B

So, three weeks yesterday.

2010-10-16T09:06:00.000-07:00

Three wonderful weeks i have been with my boyfriend, and i can easily say its been the best three weeks of my entire life. I dont ever want this to end. He is everything ive ever wanted. I want him to see how perfect he is. If thats too much to ask, I need him to see how perfect he is for me. That hes more than everything ive ever wanted and needed. I just want him to accept himself for how he is, that i love him just the way he is. That i fell completely head over heels in love with him, because of who he is. That ill love him no matter what we go through - together or individually.

For a start - i didnt think i could fall any further in love with him, but ive proved myself wrong again. So indescribably, astonishingly, exceptionally in love with him. Every single day its like falling all over again. Im in love with the feeling of being in love. I literally cannot find words that even come close to describing this.

Sometimes, he asks me "Do i embarrass you?". He asks me the same question over and over again, just because hes 'red' so it means i feel embarrass if i walk with him. Not even.

Every single little feature he has, everything he says, everything he does. Its ridiculous, and i dont know why, but he makes the simplest things amazing. He is all I want my future to contain. I wish there were more words in existence, so i could find one that comes semi-close to describing him.

The improvement and effect he has had on my entire life as i knew it, i cant even begin to explain. I feel safe with him. I feel complete. I feel like nothing is going to hurt me anymore.The title of “boyfriend” doesnt seem to fit. Hes so much more than that. Hes the one person i can completely be myself around. That i can do absolutely nothing with, and still enjoy myself, simply being in his presence. The one person who will make me smile, guaranteed. The one person who confides in me, like he never has with anyone else before.

Hes not just my boyfriend.
Hes my best friend.
I know hes the one i want to spend the rest of my life with.

Forever, doesnt feel like long enough.

-B

OMEGLE Part. 1

2010-10-12T17:27:00.000-07:00

Im so bored.
Nothin to do.

OH. Actually, i getta bunch of hw tho.

Well.

So. I started to doing something fun. I guess.. my friend told me to go this site.
www.omegle.com

Have you guys ever heard that?
If yes, i dont care.

So here. Lil strange convo. Hope you like it.

It called 'DIZ'.

BTW BTW im not trying to be mean, but those kid is an asshole :O trust me.

I have another one.
This kid pretty weird. He said hes Asian, -after he was guessing that im Asian too.

Here, here, here.

Lmafo.
He said that right after i was asking if he has afacey or not, but then he asked mine, so well i gave my link to him.
He was like "Youre Asian :o" then well i said, "My mom."

Haha.
But anyway...

This is still the part of the convo between me and that kid.
Yo;

XD
I was tired talkin to that guy. Haha, so i decided to knocked the freaking door XD

-B

HAPPY 10;10;10!

2010-10-10T09:10:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 101010, EVERYONE!

Im happy that i still alive! Haha jkjk.
But realyyyy, im happy that i still have everything that i have. My grandma, my mom, my boyfriend, my whole family! Everything!

Thanks God :)

Hopefully. Todays gonna be sucha a great great day.

FACT OF THE DAY; In most watch advertisements the time displayed on the watch is 10:10 because then the arms make it look like it is smiling.

Ps; Lets make a simply wish with me.

No matter. In the morning or at night.. we do have twice 10;10 on this day. Haha still (:

READY??

*whispering...*

Tomorrow is 10.10.10

2010-10-09T18:18:00.000-07:00

I wont talk much. But lets prepare for it.
Haha :)

Its new! Mi second blog.

2010-07-16T23:04:00.000-07:00

Hello, everyone!

Its my second blog. Its new!

And im gonna use it for my general life. For fashion and other.

But need my private blog? Lol, just visit her sometimes tho, here ceriaduniaremajaku.blogspot.com (:

She would like and happy if you have time to just see hows her life so far. Duh!

So, goodnight!

Im going to sleep now :D have plans to go to Santa Fe tomorrow (: bye!

-littlecPfeifer